Monday, 27 July 2009

More Of The Same

It's been one of those days today. I've been feeling desperately low and tears have flowed for no reason. I have managed to make myself a very tasty meal of wholewheat pasta and a delicious sauce and all washed down with lots of ice cold water.

I have been working on my crocheting and the scarf/stole is now almost at the stage where I start to decrease the number of stitches to even it off into a rectangle. Tomorrow will probably see me finishing that; then there will just be a few ends to darn in.

I've been watching various DVDs (some humorous, some dramatic) while I have been crocheting, in an effort to keep my mind occupied so that I don't think about how I am feeling. It will soon be time to go to bed and I shall read for a while before attempting to get to sleep.

Recent nights have been quite bad so I have been tending to lie in each morning, but tomorrow I have to get myself up and organised because I have to go to collect a parcel and then go to see my doctor. I'm hoping for a dry day tomorrow as I shall be doing a fair bit of walking and no hope of using any buses for the places that I have to visit.

And when I am feeling like this I find it difficult to find things to write about here, which is a shame because writing this blog has been one of the things that has helped me so much over the last year. But I shall keep trying to find things to write about and hope that sometimes I can manage something that visitors will enjoy reading.


cb said...

I'm sorry it has been so difficult for you. I am reading and following and hope very much that things pick up.
At least it doesn't seem so rainy (here, anyway)..

Anonymous said...

I can relate to how you are feeling at the moment, I too want to write how I am feeling down at the blog but right now wouldn't know where to start so I am avoiding it... I hope your going out goes okay and the rain doesn't spoil it for you x

Achelois said...

Hope appointment went Ok. Don't worry about visitors enjoyment, I come here to see how you are doing. I think we are all hoping for some respite from the rain right now!