Friday, 5 June 2009

Raring To Go

I have been awake since dawn; mainly because I didn't sleep much last night. I am like a coiled spring, just waiting to be released. It will soon be time for me to get myself ready to leave the house and make my way to the bus stop to start on my long journey for my awayday.

It is absolutely ridiculous, but I feel like a five-year old waiting to go on their first school trip.

There is no evidence of depression today; just a strange feeling of excitement and expectation. No sign of nervousness is apparent. I cannot believe that a woman of my age can feel like this.

Isn't it silly? Just because I am going to get on a train and go and see a friend that I haven't seen for a few months. And that opportunity to say 'Hi There and Back' and to give her a hug.

2 comments:

cb said...

Say hello from me and that we miss her blog!! Have a lovely day!

Hannah said...

I don't think it's ridiculous at all, I experience the same thing at times. It's amazing how anxiety can control us. I hope you managed to get there and back and had a good time with your friend, if not - don't be too hard on yourself it'll just make next time even more of a challenge,

Hann x