Wednesday, 30 June 2010

Madsadgirl Is Two Today

Madsadgirl, my alter ego, is two years old today.

When I decided to start this blog one of the first things that I thought about was whether I wanted to be anonymous or to write under my real name. It didn't take me long to realise that I would probably be more honest in what I wrote if I was not easily recognizable. Yes, I would probably tell some people that I wrote a blog, but it would be my choice as to whether I told them the name of the blog, which was also the name that I adopted for myself.

I had been writing the blog for about three weeks when I told my GP that I had a blog. A few weeks later, while having lunch with Mr Smiley, I told him about the blog and he became a regular reader, and occasional commenter although always anonymously but I knew which were his comments nonetheless.

I thought that the blog might become a sort of therapy for me in my battle against depression. I was right. Originally meant as somewhere to write about how I was or wasn't coping with depression, it immediately became something more than that. I started writing about other things that were important to me and then about knitting, one of the things that has kept me going over the last few years.

I have tried to write every day, but sometimes the muse just wasn't there, and then there were the times that I was in hospital and therefore without my computer so the posts dried up. One of the things that I wanted to make sure I didn't do was write each day saying how awful I was feeling, so this led to posts about the strange, and sometimes funny, things that I saw around me. Writing about my experience of psychotherapy was another thing that found its way onto the blog, and was responsible for me being invited to give occasional lectures at one of our universities on the patient's perspective of therapy.

One of the biggest bonuses that I have derived from writing this blog is the array of virtual friends that I have made within the blogosphere. And some of them are not so virtual because I have actually met them and correspond with them outside of our blogs. And the support from other bloggers when things have not been going too well has meant a great deal to me too.

So, my third year of blogging is about to begin. Thank you for reading, and commenting. You have no idea how much it means to me.

8 comments:

NOS said...

Congratulations on your anniversary! It's great that you've been able to write for so long.

I look forward to reading more of your writing in the future.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Part Of Being Sane said...

Happpy Birthday blog!!!
:)

merope3 said...

Congrats on your two years! I really like your blog and I'm glad you keep up with it.

Differently Sane said...

Congratulations on your blogversary!

Take care,
Differently

aethelreadtheunread said...

Sorry I'm a day late, but a belated happy birthday. :o)

Ms Moose said...

I am a day late, but Happy 2nd Blogging Birthday MSG! :) x

Julie said...

Happy (belated)blogday to you!

BenefitScroungingScum said...

Happy belated Blogiversary! BG Xx